If you want to check it out, you need to register to the forum. The forum is at- http://www.abovetopsecret.com/ Then just search for posts made by 'Weise.' If that's too much of a hassle for you, I'll type some up in here. Some of his views on things... The really interesting thing [to me], is that it says he was last signed on March 21st, 2005 at 6:12 AM. It would have been nice if he had posted a final message, as to see what was going through his head, but I found nothing. There are a total of 137 posts. I'm only posting what I think others may find interesting. His quote at the end of each message reads - "You're hypnotized by this place, all of you. It's so bright and neatly wrapped that you don't see it's a prison too." Does anyone have a clue what that is from?
12-12-2003
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That is just messed... My dad committed suicide, recently, a girl everyone knew at our school committed suicide.
Why do I care?
I believe in no religion, flame me, call me whatever you want as you won't/can't convert me and won't change me in anyway.
I think it takes alot of courage to accept death, if you think that you go to Hell or whatever God-forsaken pit after this life for ending your own personal suffering then you're just... Nevermind.
I think most people who say this type of thing have never dealt with people who HAVE faced the kind of pain that makes you phsyically sick at times, makes you so depressed you can't function, makes you so sad and overwhelmed with grief that eating a bullet or sticking your head in a noose seem's welcoming.
If you think you're better than those who take their own lives; you're not. If you think you're stronger than those who have taken their own lives; you're not.
It takes courage to turn the gun on your ownself, takes courage to face death. Knowing you're going to die and actually following through takes heart, I don't care who you are.
This is my opinion, I do not claim to know all the answers or claim to be better than anyone. I just know my own opinion... Flame me all you want, if it makes you feel better to belittle someone you've never met than by all means go ahead. I don't get pissed over text. :)"
Someone replied: It takes more courage to face life.
I agree, however. Facing the unknown, leaving this place behind, going into the dark tunnel and not knowing whats on the other side takes guts.
Either way, I've seen both sides of this argument.
Eh, I would put more but I screen-saved everything, so I had to manually type that out. It's too much of a hassle. Sign up with a membership at the site mentioned above if you want to read any more. Sorry.
March 23 2005, 23:00:33 UTC 7 years ago